understanding

Yesterday i watched the most wonderful movie ever! i've seen so many crazy love movies, i was even planning to make a poat of my top 10... but this one in particular changed  the list. it made me think what movies have been romantic, and which have given me a realistic view on love. 

don't get me wrong,  when it come to love i'm the #1 fan, but since my parents split yet still live together, i've always wanted to know what makes people stay united and what causes the separation.

i'm so fascinated by all this that for my final project for the semester is about making a book about "Love Through the Ages", basically a bunch of story of couples, good, bad, obsessive, downright adorable etc.

going back to the movie, it’s Before Sunrise, i have to say i saw the sequel a long time ago on tv but i never finished it, i never understood the characters, their story. and now the third movie came out i was curious, what was it about? i found out that it was a trilogy that started in the '80s and that between each movie, 9 years passed. i found it funny, nine years in real life passed too, before the second and last one came out.

i decided to download the first one, since i guessed you had to see it to understand the rest. it stared out so wired, just random things happening until the meet on the train. and well i am a fan of the odd realist way people film sometimes. the way they talked was so true, least i related to it, i mean the guys i've met do act the way he did, except they don't look as cute and have the perfect timing :P 

why this movie bumped my top fav movie, was because it gave me hope that i might meet someone in the most strange way, and that i should give people a chance to impress me. be adventures (with measure)

my sister has gotten back with her boyfriend, they been together for like 2 and a half years, they're planning to live together in a few more years and then they plan to get married. this future wedding has my sister on cloud nine, she’s been looking for dresses, decorations and leaving me pictures of rings so i can casually tell the "groom" when the time comes her likes and dislikes. 

as much as i love my sister and as much as i love love, and as much as the movie did make me realize that love comes in odd ways, i can't help but feel jealous of her. she has what i've wanted for ages, she never wanted to fall in love, at least that’s what shed tell me. but anyhow, i feel like she takes my ideas and turns them into her future, falling in love with someone from another country, traveling, doing things that wanted to too. i sometimes think that i shouldn't have told her my dreams, that i should have kept them a secret, so as to make them into my reality, not hers. i love her, i adore the man who is to be my future brother in law, he’s like a brother already... ok so i'm letting it all out right now, i'm very happy for her, she really does deserve everything she wants, but does it have to be so similar to what i wish for?... we are sisters :S you know i have a feeling that i'm going to meet the NOFACEMAN soon. and if not, the feeling means that when i see him life will change completely, and i'll just know its him :) yup i just keep that in mind, just i smile more during the day :D

Celine: You know what I want?

Jesse: What?

Celine: To be kissed.

Jesse: Well I can do that.

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Celine: If there's any kind of magic in this world... it must be in the attempt of understanding someone, sharing something. I know it's almost impossible to succeed... but who cares, really? The answer must be in the attempt.