horoscope of love

As i'm sitting here waiting for my class to start, i decided to look up my horoscope on yahoo shine, it's right most of the time :) it said this: "If wishes were fishes, you'd have a full aquarium -- but it's not wishing that gets results, especially in love. Take at least one real-world step: Make that call, update your online profile, or even just smile."

ah love, what a beautiful way to start the day... daydreaming, when i should actually be working on my project for class. but i can't help that i get most of my inspiration, while i'm waiting for class or during it :S any ways, if i was going to follow what my horoscope says, i'd probable start with the updating my profile  then the smiling thing.. but fat chance i'll call someone up. not only is there a lack of an option, but even if i had one my hand would never reach for the phone.. its just not me.

the romance must be initiated by the guy... i know, old fashion, but what can i say men in that time wear more outgoing... maybe someday i'll make the first move, who knows it may today since the day isn't over yet, but with a phone hell no.

also something i wanted to mention was, if anyone out there might also be going thought this phase of longing something that just isn't there, that  you don't know what you want... i go to my music, and dream. Nothing gets me more spiritual than that. still i try to find it, i hope it will come to me in a dream soon.

ah the teacher is here and i'm off to work like a slave on the computer... most likely i'll be on Facebook or Etsy, always doing sth else. 

Hope you have a wonderful day xoxo

getting to know the romantic

Creating this blog was a real spur of the moment type thing; it occurred to me while i was trying to write a post on my other blog. i was getting worried i was blabbing too much about guys, or romantic stuff there that i  thought maybe i should find a special place for them.

See i've been in love with love since i can remember; i blame the Disney movies with all their prince charming shit... grrr. and i never ever get tired of it. Romantic stories, whether sad, tragic or the happy ending type, doesn't matter, as long as someone kisses the other i'm immersed in it. and yes, i am the type of person that even if the movie is centered around action, end of the world, science and no love, not even flirting going on, i will always find something that makes me try to pare up people.

Book-wise, i love fantasy novels, they perfect, taking me somewhere i've never imagined. so much so that i will always continue the story in my mind, you know, after the happily ever after.

Music is my passion as well, indie music over all. not that i don't like the main stream, trust me i have my fear shear of Jonas brothers and Justin Bieber :/ but indie music is more, to me, from a deeper side of someone... i just love it... but if i ever post a song i like here, feel free to correct me (tell me if it’s not indie) i sometime get it wrong or it changes, because after you've been hearing it for like a year or so more, it finally get on the radio and everyone starts to like it and it becomes main stream UHG! i hate that.

well i actually mentioned music for the reason that it also take me to another place, i can sit on the bus and i'll start creating a story to go along with the music... and of course it's always a love story.

why is it that even  if my parent aren't together, that my sister is in a love hate relationship and most of the people i see are more into what their being in a relationship looks like to others then what they feel, i can still find comfort in love? i still want it, and to sound even more pathetic... long for it?

to sum up, this blog is a about pretty things, heart, rainbows and unicorns (just kidding), but it is about my fascination of romance and well my utter failure in it. cause i might be the got to person for all my friends and family, the person they confined in with all their love issues, even if i've never had those types of problems, EVER, they say it’s just because i listen to the whole story first. But all i know is that anyone even if their stories trash romance and talk crap about love (because of the heart break) i never feel like it won’t happen to me some day, when i finally have my own story to tell.